I have no idea if you will read this but I told Higgs and he promised to tell you about my journal.
Everyone keeps telling me I have to wait until you are ready before I can talk to you. That doesn't make any sense to me. I'm sorry but it doesn't. It is even weirder for me because you and I are already good friends. I just want to tell you that you don't have to be scared. It's just me, your friend, Dwin... and we found out we're related. I have been thinking about all this and I think maybe you would feel more comfortable if you thought about me like a cousin or something for a little while and then later you could start to think about me like a son. You don't have to do or be anything but yourself, Peeps. I promise I won't ask any questions that might make you feel bad or think about things you don't want to think about. I really only want to just be with you... like spend some time together before I have to go back to school. My Mom said finding out about me might have brought back some bad memories for you. I hope you're okay. I would never want to make you feel bad. You know I feel totally lucky. I mean, how many people are actually really good friends with their Dads. You and I are already good friends so we don't have to even worry like if we're going to get along and all that stuff. I have spent my whole life wondering who my Mom and my Dad are... if they were nice people.. if they were alive and what happened to them and why they couldn't be with me. And now I know. I just want you to know that you don't have to be anything other than you and you don't have to talk about the past. I know enough. I know you are my Dad. Maybe someday you will want to talk to me about everything else and that will be okay too. And one more thing, I want you to know I am wicked happy to know you are my Dad.
Please come home.